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Ever felt how through out your life, how your opinion, outlook, tastes and point of view can change so drastically?

Hopefully no one of young will take this personally, but I believe youngsters would spectate about this. So I thought perhaps an adult can ruminate on this one.

Things can change either a little bit at a time, or drastically. Especially in our behavior, what we like or dislike, how we normally would approach different situations and choices.

One day a boy could think girls are nothing but icky, cootie infested, mysterious weird and weird men. Next he either has no opinion of them but has a healthier respect for them or takes and interest in them (In an morally good, optimistic way. Just roll with me.)

Next a gal would want nothing to do but play video games, talk about boys and read the latest fashion magazine... Next shes sitting under a tree, reading one of Tolkien's novels "The hobbit" single but has a much more mature personality and intellect to her.

Any guy or gal could hate one thing, the next like it, love it or just tolerate it.

It's interesting how if you reflect back on what or whom could have made that change in your life, sometimes you can't remember how it happened. Either it's because you didn't think on it much while it happened or it didn't matter to question yourself about this change.

.. .I'll be honest. I think a lot, I meditate and speculate on the what if and what can't. The future, what's to become of myself, even for the things I hope for in the future.

But now and then I can think of the things in my life I find is bizarre or just unlike myself to have an interest in, or at least just find tolerable and not be bothered by whatever or whomever it may be. Not one iota.

And yet I think of what caused the change, or who helped make that change in me. There are times I'm flabbergastered when I find that I cannot find a logical reason how that change was made, in my experience.

There is likely a lot of a reason, though I may sound silly if I like it to be a mystery. Sure, God gave us the ability to learn, grow knowledgeable/stronger/powerful in different ways, and it's that Wisdom that helps us master that what were good at.

But I'd like it to be a big ol' mystery. It seems to give more motive to just explore and try to look at it from a unbiased POV; or if it will be biased, at least I will try to be humble about it ^^;

It's been a lot better then being given the answer and be bored with life already, then develop an addiction to try and find the absolute truths in life, then I wouldn't care much for anything, especially if I don't have the experience to make it feel like it was a worthwhile endeavor to seek that truth out to being with, I'd only care about the fact I know it and I don't have the experience to make a clear judgement about what I went through to get it, or to receive it.

God is interesting in that way. I'll be biased when I say that it feels like Wisdom to me. To be observant, to put into practice, and try to see things how he wants me to.

I guess this is one interesting reflection on how things in our life can drastically change.

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SparkiegirlHeart Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student General Artist
Hey, out of curiousity, do you have a cat?
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I used too... three actually.

I had to let them go, sadly...
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SparkiegirlHeart Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student General Artist
I'm sorry to hear that... I need advice with my own kitten though, She keeps trying to attack me when I didn't do anything against her. For example, yesterday I knelt down to bet her and she pounced at my face and got me with her claws.
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
...Does she hiss and growl?

Is she trying to sink the claws into your face? Or is she batting your face and you get nicked with a claw now and then? Hope on Skype and we can get this done a lot easier =)
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SparkiegirlHeart Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Student General Artist
hey -hug-
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, H-hi! *hugs back*

Welcome to my page, what can I do for you? =)
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SparkiegirlHeart Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Student General Artist
just was doing a random act of kindness ^^
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww, shucks. ^^ *smiles*

Names Xem, but you can call me Were if you like, whatever you prefer =) Nice to meetcha!
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Muesli-Mix Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave! :D
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome ^^
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Dream-Angel-Artista Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
A LOT THANK YOU AND BLESSING OF YOU!! BROTHER THANK FOR YOU VISIT!:iconplzhug:
Happy a bit lately birthday!:iconckeplz:
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you ^^ You're very sweet sister, hopefully you, your family, and your special someone are having a wonderful day ^_^
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Dream-Angel-Artista Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
Sure whe went to the beach and I had 3 birds! wonderfully day!!:iconcakeplz:
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome!!!! Nice! =)
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cloverholly Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! Thanks for the favourite! :D
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're most welcome -w-
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hey, thanks for the fav c; 
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome!

Too bad Borderlands 2 isn't moddable or I would like to see a spin between the stories and the mechanics of Kingdom hearts and Borderlands. That mask and robe compliment each other xD
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MatsErofdisguise Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Hobbyist
c: 

Yeah, it would be a cool mix. But I guess that have to be up to the fans to fix :P 
Don't think those two companies will ever do a mashup. 

Glad you liked it! 
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome, take care!
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Thank for the fav, what did you like about it?
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Pretty awesome. Though I use Krieg too~ =)
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:party: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :party:
 HOPE YOU HAD A FANTASTIC DAY :cake:
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:Party: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TOO!!!! :party:

You yourself as well, missy ^_^ :cake:
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Happy Birthday ^-^ :glomp:
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